Maybe not enough good in Gippingen and no victory, just 4th place in road race...The level was really high and I have no excuse, I was in my level of the day. CP4 level cyclists ( small brain disabled) who make race with my level now are really more strong ( they have 2 legs).My Beijing dream is over this time. I will never see that city again and ther will not have 3rd Paralympics for me.This is life but how life is difficult in that moment. I washed my bike this morning but I have no flavour for go to training. What can I do now? National championship will be 2 weeks latter and it will be nice to win for have something good but I have no power for go to training today.



